TrekkieGal

I'm not going to mince words here, I doubt I can function anymore. My pain is too intense, it's hard to do anything of late. I am afraid one day I won't be here anymore. I missed my appointment Tuesday because a clerical erron, and Busted my phone, so I'm back to using the old POS. Next appointment is Monday, and chances are I'll end up in the hospital. I can't promise Commissions, but I will try to spit something out other than blood. For now I am in donation mode. Somehow I know I won't last to Election Day.

Medicaid, nicer to have, now I can go to the Hospital, get a doctor, maybe survive this life for a bit longer. But no Perscriptions, Transportation, and just about everything you need to see a doctor.

Medicaid is a joke, may as well have a Chance card from the Monopoly gameboard than this crap. I can't get ANY prescription from Walgreens, or CVS, and those I can...don't accept Medicaid. It's against the law to commit suicide, yet your own Government can commit homicide. Well, all I can tell you all, get a Good job, one with security, and healthcare. Otherwise, your government will make sure you never make it to receive Social Security.

I dread this day. I can't concentrate, I can't stop crying. It's been 19 years...may as well been yesterday. I hate blue skies...I keep looking for the smoke.

God bless you all. 9/11/01. Never forgotten.

Have you ever just reached in your pocket, and Throwaway perfectly good money, and was hoping it was for a good reason? Well...not in the COVID-19 era of dumbassedry will that happen. I am a woman with a very short fuse. I hate giving an order, and by the time you get it, it's NOT what you ordered.

I should have known better. I ordered breakfast from Dunkin. The most important thing I need is COFFEE. It helps with getting rid of this pain in my back, as well...I need COFFEE. Throw a sandwich on the side, and a Bagel and I'm good. I mean how can you fuck up a Large Coffe with Milk and sugar? THEY CAN...TIME AFTER TIME. But this time is the worse, I am broke, in pain, and in need of a Cup of Coffee with Milk and Sugar, and it's not going to happen.

This is all my fault. I had a bad feeling when Dunkin Donuts became Dunkin's. Quality went out the window, and throw a Baskin & Robbins on the side, and it sucks. It's hard to believe they get $15 an Hour to fuck up your food. Anyways, hit me with a commission, Donation, something to salvage this travesty I call Breakfast.

It seemed forever ago when I switched to G8 from M4, and V4, and skipped G3 altogether, and what did I learn?

G8 is killing my processor, I cn barely render more than one character, and what was simple has turned in to a vat of peanutbutter. I really need to replace this refurb POS, but I am leaning to going back to a good ole simple to build, and upgrade Desktop.. If it wasn't for my health problems I would try for it, but I am not the same person I was before 2018. I doubt I can even build one anymore. None the less I'm updating DAZ, and going to work on G3 seeing G8 really hates me.