With ba lack of imagination, and serious writers block I think I have exhausted all my artistic muse. If anything I will stay open for Commissions and some request, but otherwise....I'm done.
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With ba lack of imagination, and serious writers block I think I have exhausted all my artistic muse. If anything I will stay open for Commissions and some request, but otherwise....I'm done.
The End is near
I'm not going to mince words here, I doubt I can function anymore. My pain is too intense, it's hard to do anything of late. I am afraid one day I won't be here anymore. I missed my appointment Tuesday because a clerical erron, and Busted my phone, so I'm back to using the old POS. Next appointment is Monday, and chances are I'll end up in the hospital. I can't promise Commissions, but I will try to spit something out other than blood. For now I am in donation mode. Somehow I know I won't last to Election Day.
I can't die until Medicaid kills me...apparently
Medicaid, nicer to have, now I can go to the Hospital, get a doctor, maybe survive this life for a bit longer. But no Perscriptions, Transportation, and just about everything you need to see a doctor. Medicaid is a joke, may as well have a Chance card from the Monopoly gameboard than this crap. I can't get ANY prescription from Walgreens, or CVS, and those I can...don't accept Medicaid. It's against the law to commit suicide, yet your own Government can commit homicide. Well, all I can tell you all, get a Good job, one with security, and healthcare. Otherwise, your government will make sure you never make it to receive Social Security.
Nothing but the sun
I dread this day. I can't concentrate, I can't stop crying. It's been 19 years...may as well been yesterday. I hate blue skies...I keep looking for the smoke. God bless you all. 9/11/01. Never forgotten.
One Pissed off TrekkieGal
Have you ever just reached in your pocket, and Throwaway perfectly good money, and was hoping it was for a good reason? Well...not in the COVID-19 era of dumbassedry will that happen. I am a woman with a very short fuse. I hate giving an order, and by the time you get it, it's NOT what you ordered. I should have known better. I ordered breakfast from Dunkin. The most important thing I need is COFFEE. It helps with getting rid of this pain in my back, as well...I need COFFEE. Throw a sandwich on the side, and a Bagel and I'm good. I mean how can you fuck up a Large Coffe with Milk and sugar? THEY CAN...TIME AFTER TIME. But this time is the worse, I am broke, in pain, and in need of a Cup of Coffee with Milk and Sugar, and it's not going to happen. This is all my fault. I had a bad feeling when Dunkin Donuts became Dunkin's. Quality went out the window, and throw a Baskin & Robbins on the side, and it sucks. It's hard to believe they get $15 an Hour to fuck up your food.
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We all go through that sometimes. Temporary and permanent.
I got hit with unforeseen financial trouble in mid 2013, and I'm only now really making recovery from it. I also got a little crazy trying to get into doing 3D all at once.
However, even if you do it slow, sometimes it's just too much time on one thing and you just want to move on. Best of luck to you, whatever you choose. Hope the world will be kind to you.
I got hit with unforeseen financial trouble in mid 2013, and I'm only now really making recovery from it. I also got a little crazy trying to get into doing 3D all at once.
However, even if you do it slow, sometimes it's just too much time on one thing and you just want to move on. Best of luck to you, whatever you choose. Hope the world will be kind to you.